I'm not getting younger...I'm physically getting older! Every single fine line and every single little circle around my eyes: I notice them all, as they come up, and there's nothing I can do to change that, nothing at all! I panic for minutes...I just sit there saying to myself: I'm not getting younger...I am getting older!
But how do I actually feel? How I feel!? There are days when I feel so low that I wish I did not have to get out of bed go to work and face the world! But, there are also days when I feel I could move the mountains and totally change the world!
These days I am in love of... being in love-it's such a nice feeling! I feel so young and hopeful and anxious of what it is around the corner; I know the sun will come up for me one of these days...I can feel that, I can actually see that, actually I do know! I feel beautiful, I can smile, I can actually look in the mirror, no panic, these days...Physically I'm not getting younger...but I am getting younger these days!!!!!!!!!!!!
